Wow, I didn't realize how long it had been since I last posted. We've had a busy few weeks. All last week Kaden was sick with a nasty cold. It turns out he had an ear infection too. He just finished his antibiotics a few days ago. Also last week I met my Mom and Megan in Show Low for lunch. My sister Megan is going to college in Safford and I hadn't seen her since Christmas. She was home for spring break. I've really missed her! Then I found out yesterday that Kate has Pink Eye. Fun, fun! Luckily Kaden hasn't shown any signs of it, and her Dr said it's not contagious anymore after she's been on the antibiotic drops for over 24 hours. I've also been really busy with the business I took over from my mom back in January. I'm just glad I can do most of the work from home, with the exception of having to travel to my mom's house every few months.
Anyway, yesterday was one of the worst days of my entire life! I feel like such a terrible mother. And I'm dumb enough to confess to you all just how bad of a mother I feel like. It's really humiliating, especially because I consider myself a very overprotective mom, after everything that Kaden's been through. Yesterday Kaden was in the bath. I left him for just a few seconds and Kate managed to CLIMB IN TO THE BATHTUB all by herself! The bath tub comes up to her shoulders, so I dont' know how she got in. When I got back in there just a bit later she was sitting in the tub, fully clothed and soaking wet. She was having a blast (she LOVES the bath), but it scared the bejeebers out of me! She's never climbed on top of the couch or the bed or the coffee table or anything else before, but she climbed into the bathtub all by herself. I'm just so glad that I got back in there when I did, and that she wasn't even a tiny bit hurt by it. I immediately said a prayer thanking Heavenly Father for keeping her safe and watching over her in my moment of extreme stupidity. So a balled my eyes out all day, just thinking about what could have happened to my sweet baby girl. I can't believe how dumb I was!!! Lesson learned. Never ever again will I leave the bathroom when one of the kids is in the bath. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
So, yesterday Kate could have drowned, and she got Pink Eye, and to top it off she hit her mouth on the coffee table yesterday and it bled a lot. She cut her gums and wouldn't hardly eat or drink anything for the rest of the day because it still hurt. Thank goodness kids have such unconditional love, and I'm really glad she won't remember any of it. She had a pretty rotten day yesterday too.
4 comments:
Glad eveything is ok :) We all do things like that and don't realize how easy things can happen so don't be to hard on yourself. Good to see you finally post :)
Kids are fast and they figure things out. Stuff like that happens to me almost everyday, I tend to underestimate these kids, they are smart. You are a good mom, Heavenly Father was watching out for her! :)
Oh gosh! How scary! Don't be too hard on yourself! I bet Kaden helped her a little. Try to have a better day!
Grrr to the cold/flu season, I am ready for it to be over! It seems like my thermometer has been permanently on 102 or higher for the past two weeks. Ditto to everybody else, DON'T be hard on yourself. We all make mistakes! Glad your back to the blogging world....ps I love the cherries:)!
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